Sister Hawryluk and I had a fantastic week! As we called all of our sisters this week (we only have 10 companionships this transfer!) we asked them about the "high" of their week and the "low" of their week. It blew me away as companionship after companionship went on and on about the miracles occurring in their areas! Most of them had a hard time thinking of a low! I was so uplifted and grateful for the hand of the Lord in our life! President Clayton always says, "God bless us with eyes to see and ears to hear." It was beautiful to hear about the sisters seeing the hand of God in their life and hearing and heeding His voice. What a blessing.
We had an incredible experience with two of our investigators this week. A couple. Richard and Lisa. They hadn't been reading the Book of Mormon, so Sister Hawryluk and I read with them. 2 Nephi 2. Our ward mission leader was with us and offered a powerful witness in addition to what was shared. After we read the chapter with them, Lisa shared what she learned and it was apparent that she felt the Spirit and it softened her heart. Richard bore his testimony of Christ and it brought him to tears. He turned to Lisa, not a Christian, and said to her, "This is what the Holy Spirit feels like." It was such a powerful lesson! It was the Book of Mormon that invited the Spirit and prepared them to be taught by the Holy Ghost. It's true that the Book of Mormon is an essential tool for conversion! It is true. No doubt about it in my mind. At all.
Sister Hawryluk and I were talking about the Book of Mormon this morning in studies and I am in Ether right now. I can't remember if I already told you this, I probably have, but I am reading the Book of Mormon with a question in mind and my question is, "How does the Spirit influence people and what are the effects of that influence?" As I was reading this morning a phrase stood out to me, the people did "harden their hearts." Sister Hawryluk and I talked about what that means for a while. She taught an atheist in her last area and he talked about how when they talked about God and Jesus Christ it just seemed like a fantasized, far out idea. And the talk of angels and other things about the gospel were just too foreign to believe. We talked about how things taught by revelation must be learned through revelation to be understood, or they just seem strange. If we don't learn spiritual things with our spirit, or our heart, then our hearts are hardened are they it doesn't make sense. But when we have a "broken heart" (broken=humble. Like how horses are "broken" before they can be ridden) and a "contrite spirit" then we can understand the mysteries of God. It's simple really. It begins with a choice to desire to understand. Sister Hawryluk and I had a lengthy and incredible conversation about it this morning. That's probably why all of this is still on my mind. I am so grateful for the clarity, peace, and perspective that comes from the light of understanding. What a blessing!
I love being a missionary. So much.
I hope you all have a great week!
Love and Prayers, Sister Felix
"Be like the bird, who
Halting in his flight,
On limb too slight,
Feels it give way beneath him,
Yet sings,
Knowing he hath wings."
-Victor Hugo
I got my travel plans this week! Crazy!
And I went on an exchange with a sister from Hong Kong and we did service and there was a horse there, and it was her first time ever seeing a horse! Super cool :) She was so excited!